Smile Then Cry

I smile in the day.
I cry in the night.
I'm lost and unprotected
What happened to the light?
I miss all I knew;
I long for my past.
Though harsh and lonely it was,
I'd have liked for some moments to last.
I miss all that I knew.
I long for the place I called home.
Where are You, God?
Where am I to go?