Monday, December 24, 2007


Christmas is a time
Of loving and caring.
So why then do we spoil it
With our constant bickering?
I wish that, for once, we could have
A holiday without fighting.
Just one time this year that we
Could have a family filled with harmony.

Without You In My Life

My life has turned
Into a black abyss.
Your gentle love
I forever will miss.

Your heart was mine,
And I cherished it so.
So why this heart of mine,
Must you let go of?

Constantly wondering.
Forever still loving.
Hiding a heart
That has broken for you.


I saw Mary in the moon,
Her hair swirling softly about her.
And the angels, the stars,
Were flying gently ‘round her.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Hate, Anger, And Malice

And malice.
The tools
Of our undoing.
The things
That will cause our demise.
The bombs
That will be the destruction
And downfall
Of all humanity.
And what is left
Of my sanity.
There are days
When I feel as though,
There is a hope.
A hope
For our survival
And a world
Without hate,
And malice.
To this feeble hope
I cling.
For fear
If I release it,
Or let it be free,
That it will leave me
Emptily filled
With hate,
And malice.
But when days come
And I do release it,
Or it slides through my fingers,
Like smoke
Through my grasp,
I become overwhelmed
By hate,
And malice.
I say things
That I neither mean,
Nor control.
And these things,
They hurt those of whom
Are dearest to me
And are held near
To my heart.
And too soon,
Disputes have arisen.
And are downfall
Is upon us.
But yet,
All of this has happened,
Without our knowing of it.
For that delightful bit,
We have to thank,
And malice.

Oh How You Tempt Me

In the darkness surrounding
I feel you watching.
Your eyes pierce my skin,
As slowly you lure me in.
I can feel your very essence
Longing to be closer, closer,
Evermore closer.
And the more I feel
You wanting me
The more seducing
Your stare grows it seems.
Now I, too, long to be falling
Into the depths of your calling.
I long to show you
All that you wish to see.
I long to let you hold me
And support me eternally.
But alas, I must withdraw,
For you’ve tempted me too long.
And if I do not leave now
I fear my vows will be no more.
But your eyes, they are so lovely;
I can feel my defenses unfolding.
Your stare, I guess it seems,
Has successfully stolen my heart.
Now I give it to you freely,
For in resisting you there is no use.
I love you too much,
And this love can not be subdued.

Forgetful Loving

My soul is aching.
My heart is breaking.
The tears I cry,
I cry while shaking.
My mind is spinning;
I’m so confused.
What did I say?
What did I do?

But it’s too late to fix it,
Whatever I did.
You’re already gone;
I want to be dead.
All I can think
Is, Wow, I messed up.
I hope he’ll forgive me,
That my love is enough.

I sit in the dark,
Crying and alone,
When you come back
Through the door,
And ask why I’m broken.
I tell you my side
Of this story you wrote.
How it’s etched in my heart,
Tearing my soul.

You come and sit with me.
You say there’s no need to be alone.
You tell me you love me,
And swear to never let me go.
I look up into your eyes,
Still hurt and confused.
But in them I see reassurance,
Something I could use.

I tell you I’m sorry,
You say it’s okay.
I needn’t be sorry.
I wasn’t why you went away.
You say that you left
Because you’re parents were coming.
You say you wanted to greet them
When they came for our big day.

A Time Together

Your soft simple stare
Watches me from a distance.
When I look at you
I see fear caused resistance.

I run to your side
And give you a hug.
I give you a kiss
And a playful tug.

You come and you grab me
And tickle my sides.
I’m laughing out loud!
I squeal, then sigh.

You hold me close
And you tell me you care.
I trust and believe you;
You can see it in my stare.

In A Dream

In a dream I had,
Not so long ago,
I found myself
As a character,
And you as another.

I was your lover,
And you were mine.
Our time together
Was ever divine.

But then I woke
Only to find,
That the dream w
as a memory
Of times gone by.

Vain Hopes

You came home today.
I was glad you were back.
I had missed you a lot,
But I was saddened by your acts.

I had hoped in vain
That we could be friends.
I know now that that
Can never happen.

Life without you here
Has been dreadfully boring.
But now that you’re back,
I think I prefer boring.

When you got off that plane,
And you came through the doors,
My heart had gone flying;
My soul had soared.

But yours did not.
Though you gave me a hug,
I could tell it was forced.
And no smile you bore.

Now that you’re here
I wish you were gone.
Then this pain I feel
Would simply move on.

Friday, December 21, 2007

A Vampyre's Love Cry

The night, my day;
The day, my night.
Your arms, my protection;
Your eyes, my sunrise.
You saw past
What no one else could.
You gave me life again;
You showed me I am good.
You gave me light
In this darkness eternal.
You tell me you love me;
I believe every word.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

The Sea

The sea, the sea,
The glorious sea.
How beatiful
You are.

You flew into
My heart forever;
You shine brighter
Than the stars.

You sang me off
To sleep at night,
During the day
You were my friend.

But now that I
Am far away,
Will I never
See you again?

How I miss
The roar of your waves
And those long,
Hot summer days.

And how in the heat
Of every day,
You shone brighter
Than the sun.

The sea, the sea,
The glorious sea.
How far away
You are.

My Big Brother

My big brother says
That he is all grown up.
That he isn't a kid anymore,
And doesn't need our help.

But my big brother is not grown up.
My big brother is still a kid.
Maybe not in a physical sense,
But mentally he is.

He still makes stupid choices,
He still is running 'round,
And lots of the adults he knows,
Don't want him in thier town.

Sure he has a car,
And he doesn't live with us,
But that doesn't mean that he isn't a kid
Just looking to be loved.

I miss my brother dearly,
And this I hope he knows:
That he still has a family,
And a place to call his home.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

For Billy

Billy my darling,
Billy my love,
You are my angel;
My pure, sweet dove.

'Tis to you I fly
With stars in my heart.
Hoping that whence we meet,
Ne'er shall we part.

My love, my love!
I love you true.
when in sleep I dream,
I dream of you.

Someday I hope
That you may know
My love for you
As more it grows.

'Tis you i love.
I love you so.
This beith why
Our partings I truly loathe.

Come and gone
Hath another day
Maybe when next we meet
Together we can stay.

These are my hopes.
These are my dreams.
You give inspiration
To my poetic themes.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Missing You

I love you so.
I love you though,
Our love is yet forbidden.

To sleep I fall
With thoughts of you.
You live inside my dreams.

And in the morn'
I wake to find
You sleeping by my side.


They fight the wars.
They risk thier lives.
They are the veterans
Both living and whom've died.

They've seen what no being
Should have to see.
They are part of that
Which has kept us free.

For all they do,
It's them I thank.
And I hope they know
It's for them we pray.


Forever with you I wish to be.
My love is yours eternally.
For reasons known we cannot be.
Forcefully forbidden
'Til a time when we can be on our own.
Then they'll see.
We'll make it through
To eternity.

In Sleep

In sleep I dream.
In dreams I laugh.
In laughing I smile.
In smiling I love.
In loving I find
I'm loving you.

Hold On

Why don't I cry?
Why don't I scream?
Why don't I run
From all of these things?

Because i need him to know
That I can be strong.
That I can take all of this.
That I can hold on.

I need him here
And to be in his arms.
But It'll have to wait.
I have to hold on.

Why? T_T

Why do the things we love and cherish
Always end up torn away from us?
I long for the way things used to be.
Why did you have to take him from me?
Didn't you ever, when you were younger,
Think you'd found someone to cherish?
Someone to love?
Don't try to tell me I don't know what love is.
I've held it in my arms like he held me in his.
I loved your brother and I still do.
Why did you take him from me?
For that, I'll never forgive you.

Suffer No Longer

I wish I would die.
I wish I was dead.
I wish all this pain
And all this dread
Would simply leave me.
And make me suffer
No longer.


We are the children all alone.
We are the hookers and the hoes.
We are the teens who are kicked out
And left with nowhere else to go.

We are the people sulking down the street
Hiding from all whom we meet.
We are the people sleeping in the alleys
And running away from big gang rallies.
We are the people that you call thieves.
Stealing so that we amy eat.

You judge us and you turn your backs.
Not even thinking of what we may lack.
We are the rejects of the world,
But from us you never hear a word.

A Note From A Guardian Angel

I need you, I love you.
I hope you always know,
That no matter where you are,
I'll be there forever more.

So when the stars begin to fall,
And the earth begins to shake,
Remember that I am here.
There is no need to panic.

I'll stay with you through the night
Until all your nightmares end.
And in the morn' when you wake,
I'll be disguised as your best friend.

A Letter From A Run-Away

Dear mother and father,
I will return.
Whether the wait will be long,
I do not know.
But if I do not come
Before winter's snow,
Do not fret.
I may come back yet.
Perhaps in the spring,
When all is new,
And our song I sing.

A Time In The Past

Why live in the now
When we can reminisce in the past?
In the days gone by?
In a life we once had?
In the memories we share
That forever will last?
In a time I enjoyed?
A time in the past?