Sunday, June 15, 2008

If He Were Here...

If he were here
He'd tell me I was beautiful.
He'd say he'd never met anyone
As pretty as me.
If he were here
He'd tell me I was his queen of darkness;
His lady of the night.
He'd pick me up, spin me around,
Kiss me 'til I cried.
He'd love me and hold me until the morning light
When the sun came up
And I sadly fled for the night.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Do You Remember?

What am I supposed to do now that you're gone?
I told you to give her a chance and move on.
And you did as I said. Every last thing.
You left me behind in your memories.
You brought her into your life.
Now she's all that you know.

But I find myself wondering,
Do you ever remember our first kiss?
Do you remember all those nights
We stayed up on the phone?
Do you ever think of me at all?
The way we used to laugh?
Those times in the hall?

I know I remember, and I always will.
Your place in my heart, no other can fill.
Please think of me. Please don't forget.
I wish we could have more of those times
Though we've come across no such chances yet.
I love you, I miss you. Please do not forget me.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


Hey everybody! Sorry I haven't been keeping up on all my posting and such but I have been super busy. You see, I'm writing a book and I'm just starting to really get into the research part that is required to write my book properly.
My book is about three main Vampyres and two main Werewolves. Yes, I know, it's fantasy fiction and all that stuff, but this isn't gping to be the average Vampyre vs. Werewolf tale. I'm not going to say anything more so you'll just have to wait and see. I won't be able to postit on here unless I do it by chapter or possibly even page. I don't know how much I can fit into one post so we'll see.
Anyway, the Five main characters are Layla Madison, Dayton Cabard, Tom Zicoff, Shiara McKay, and Livyra Howler. The three Vampyres are Layla (THE main character), Tom (second main male character), and Shiara (third main female character). The Werewolves would be, obviously, Livyra (second main female character) and Dayton (first main male character). They all end up connected to each other in a tale that is still unwinding itself inside my head. The plot changes as I get further into my research, so if you know of any good sites to read or ask about Vampy(i)res and/or Werewolves, please just contact me at: cali_in_idaho at Okay? Thanks a bunch! I'll try to keep posting even as I busy myself with my book. Contact me all you want!

Yours Truly,

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Even Demons

Oh, what am I to say?
Oh, what am I to do?
Lord, I am a demon,But I run to you.
I want to be human!
I want to be whole!
Come into my life:
Purify my soul.
I am undeserving.
I know I am,
But still I ask:
“Lord, what can I do
To be forgiven my past?”

Too Late

I’m wondering.
I’m waiting.
I don’t know where to start.
I want to tell you oh, so much;
All of it from my heart.

But nae for thou art leaving.
Thou hath no time to spare.
You kiss her pale lips
And wish us both a fond farewell.

I’d hoped to say I love thee.
That thou hath won my heart.
But for now and for eternity,
Thou hath had to go and part.

Thine heart’s forever beating.
I hear it in my head.
That woeful sound repeating
Inside the heart I mend.


Who am I to live and thrive?
What have I done to deserve a happy life?
I have lied and I have cheated.
I have walked upon His people.
I have cried and lied and run in hate,
But still I've yet to die.
Again I ask,
Who am I to live and thrive
While others surely lie
Waitng for an inevitable end to their lives?